Perfidy


They said to me blood is thicker than water
Heavily booted and saluted, but refuse to be muted, they gather.
They batter that confrontation with melted concrete, beat
The street and wiped their boots shiny with
Crusted blood, scatter that tear gas matters
When it comes to matters of my mothers lexicon
Her tongue asphyxiates my throat and swirls
Like a phenomenon around my tongue. My father’s
Tongue lashes against my vocal cords and accords
Me an accent. But you are like a virus to my nervous system
Infected but I cannot blame them.
This is pain in the abyss of my colon
Against those walls a different kind of hunger exists.
Exits like shit, but that is not reflective of what we eat
That’s not what grows my feet
Or makes me sleep or keeps my weeps.
Its that our dreams are streaming down in floods of mudded illusion

Amazwana

Ukuthumela okudumile osuka kule bhulogi

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