Nga'phakathi

You should have allowed me 
You should have said a loud to me

You should have endured
You should have assured
You could have secured
If only you had adored
Instead you were online, 
And my own line 
...was ignored

When ever I was alone with the rain
You loved yourself
As I polished your wealth
Comforted your lies with understanding

The creaking was seeping 
When I should be sleeping
I'm busy creeping
... over thinking
Linking 
untruths to puzzled pieces